Sanctuary

2009 - Mixed Media: Pencil & Acrylic on Canvas - 20 " x 30"

"Sanctuary" features some of the same components of earlier paintings - the desert, the stone, the face and ribbons.  The face is designed into the ribbons, which are flowing freely.  The stone forms a steady hand that holds and anchors the ribbon face, keeping it from flying away and becoming lost. 

One end of the ribbon turns into a stone butterfly.  The stone in many earlier paintings symbolized a hardness, but  now as a butterfly it's also flying in the air, just as a butterfly should.  This represents how there's freedom even with some of the old heaviness still present.  Another old ghost is present in the form of the smaller, more muted and obscure face in the ribbon, a bit further down from the main face. That darker side will always be present, though with a much more subdued influence.

If the background is read like a timeline from left to right, it begins as  a hard, barren desert, as I was when I began this journey.  But the desert in this painting develops a few bumps which become bushes, which then become trees. Most significantly, there is finally a city - the unmistakable sign of the presence of other people.  As with me, there are finally humans in the vicinity, though still at  a distance. But the important thing is - they are there.

Though the process will always continue for me, the series must come to an end. Sanctuary, as a place of safety, peace and refuge, is a fitting end to this series that tells the story about the healing of my Soul.

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Abuse Series Index

  1. Introduction
  2. Schizophrenia
  3. Cataclysm
  4. Anti-Social Behavior
  5. I'm Afraid
  6. Nightmares
  7. Feeding Frenzy
  8. Betrayal
  9. I was Innocent
  10. Pain & Isolation
  11. Hurt Hate
  12. Grandpa, Why was I Sacrificed for You?
  13. Childhood Broken
  14. Before & After
  15. Broken Toy
    Broken Child
  16. Struggling to Emerge
  17. You Made the Colors of My World Bleed
  18. Genesis
  19. Blossom
  20. Still Some Garbage But It's Getting Better
  21. Blue Angel - Reclaiming My Childhood
  22. Always Smiling, Always Hidden
  23. The Premonition Had a Relapse
  24. The Premonition Dreamt It was a Child
  25. Chrysalis
  26. Recollections
  27. Sanctuary
  28. Conclusion

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