Chrysalis

2009 - Mixed media - sculpey, papers, glues, acrylic paints over
wood frame & masonite base
Size = approximately 18" x 24.5" x 4" deep (along wood frame)

This 3-dimensional artwork represents another aspect of my sense of evolution.  The face is of an adult female - not a mask and not a flat, 2-dimensional rendering. The eyes are still closed so she hasn't yet viewed her new form, which is emerging from a disorganized mass.  She's fully formed with real mass and depth, unlike the paintings immediately preceding it in this series. Because of the bulk of this artwork, it's physically heavy, which could also be symbolic of the weight that she was born out of.  Even though representing me, I still find myself referring to the face as "her" in the third person which reminds me of how I disassociated myself from what was happening when I was a child being molested.

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Abuse Series Index

  1. Introduction
  2. Schizophrenia
  3. Cataclysm
  4. Anti-Social Behavior
  5. I'm Afraid
  6. Nightmares
  7. Feeding Frenzy
  8. Betrayal
  9. I was Innocent
  10. Pain & Isolation
  11. Hurt Hate
  12. Grandpa, Why was I Sacrificed for You?
  13. Childhood Broken
  14. Before & After
  15. Broken Toy
    Broken Child
  16. Struggling to Emerge
  17. You Made the Colors of My World Bleed
  18. Genesis
  19. Blossom
  20. Still Some Garbage But It's Getting Better
  21. Blue Angel - Reclaiming My Childhood
  22. Always Smiling, Always Hidden
  23. The Premonition Had a Relapse
  24. The Premonition Dreamt It was a Child
  25. Chrysalis
  26. Recollections
  27. Sanctuary
  28. Conclusion

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